Experimental Music

I try and use words to convey how I feel about the world and sometimes I use music. The music is generally dark and quite often depressive. Recently though I’ve managed to make something that is quite light and easy listening.
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Dark Ambient

The winter has been tough, fighting through the oppressive thoughts of my mind, darkened by the social times we find ourselves in. These thoughts leading to a feeling of claustrophobia. Read More »

Boris

We sit on  a train

staring into the abyss.

Is this action, really sane?

My fears, you dismiss.

The abyss, coming closer,

the end ever nearer.

You think you’re the composer

but that is a veneer.

You’re but a puppet

on a cut-price budget.

The Radio

I get back to the car. I sit in my driver’s seat. I don’t feel the urge to do anything else. I just sit there, in silence. I am not looking at anything in particular but everything in general, and it is all weighing on me. The humour of the last few minutes has deserted me, and I don’t want to laugh. I want to cry. I want to beat the steering wheel. I want to scream. I just sit there and don’t look at anything in particular but everything in general.Read More »

Shoegaze Sunday

Like many people, I spent parts of my youth playing in bands. The early years became later years and I still played in bands. Then my life decided to take a temporary dive off a cliff, during that time I stopped playing in bands and avoided music altogether as there were a lot of memories tied up and I didn’t want some of those memories to re-surface.Read More »