Typing words on WordPress, what is my goal. Is it to clean my mind? If it is why at times does it take great effort to avoid a blank screen? Is it because I want fame? Why then to hide my name and most photographs of myself? Is it for follows? How do I play that game? Is it for a like?
Chasing the little notification, like I’d imagine a junkie chases their fix. Hoping for more, never having enough. Looking for validation through a notification. Is that what I’ve become?
Do I just anxiously watching my laptop’s screen, waiting for that notification, or do I carry on with life and pretend that I’m a fully functioning adult?
I’ll just wait and see.